A TRIBUTE to the man I LOVE.

     "It was never too early, but it can be too late. Everything in life is not guaranteed."

     Isang pagpupugay ang handog ko para sa kanya. Isang pagbibigay pugay na dadaanin ko sa simple, payak at makatotohanang pagsulat. Nais kong makalikha ng isang sanaysay na kung saan tiyak kong mailalahad ang tunay at eksakto kong nadarama. Sanaysay na bagama't hindi direktang ipababatid,  nakatitiyak akong may naiibang epekto ang hatid. At sa mga darating na araw, nakasisigurado ako na muli't-muli bubuksan ko ang pahinang ito, at magpapasalamat.

     Hindi po ito tribute para kay "B" na labis kong minamahal. (Pagkatapos mo ko paasahin!?) Hindi rin ito para sa "Ultimate Crush" kong trying hard na maging basketbolista.(Hmmm.) At lalong lalo nang hindi kay "Ashton Kutcher" na sobra kong hinahangaan. At kahit na i-level mo pa kay Brad Pitt at Tom Cruise yan, WALA AKONG PAKE! HINDI ITO PARA SA KANILA! Dugo't laman nya ang nananalaytay sa mismong sumusulat. Isang taong Biniyayaan ng panginoon kung kaya't nakagawa at heto ako't nabuo. Ayokong isipin nyo na may hindi pantay akong pagtingin sa kanila. Pareho ko silang mahal. Ngunit gaya ng mga magulang, itanggi man nila o hindi, alam naming mga anak na  mayroong isang lalabas na paborito. Gayun pa man, pinipilit at ninanais nilang huwag itong ipahalata at pantay na maiparamdam ang walang hanggan nilang pagmamahal. Ganoon din saming mga anak. Wag ho sana kayo magtanong at magduda.

Matapos ang mahaba-haba kong intro, na puno ng che-che bureche, MAKNIG KA! dahil ngayon sasabihin ko na, kung sino ang tao sa likod ng pagpupugay na ito. ANG AKING PAPA.  I'd like to believe that i have the coolest dad here on earth. At kung marami man ang mag claim, ang mahalaga, isa ako sa nabiyayaan! isang PAPA na pinalaki kami hindi sa palo at mura. PAPA na sa sobrang baet, ikaw mismo ang mahihiyang gumawa ng katarantaduhan. PAPA na bibihira lang mag utos, at kung mag utos man, may kasunod pang PAKI. (Paki-walis mo nga yan, Paki-kuha mu nga yung) PAPA na sobrang ipararamdam sayo ang salitang TIWALA. PAPA na certified TIGAsin. (TIGAluto,TIGAsaing,TIGAlaba) PAPA na ka bonding ko sa panunuod ng balita. PAPA na madalas kong niloloko na kamuka ang mga napapanuod ko sa telebisyon. (KIGOY-PBB unlimited) PAPA na suportado ako sa mga pinaggagagawa ko. (Piercing/Tattoo) At NEVER akong hinusgahan. Naiibang PAPA na pedeng pagsabihan ng anak. PAPA na gustong gustong makahanap muli ng makakatuwang sa buhay pero ayaw na ng mga anak. PAPA na sa sobrang pagmamalasakit sa iba, kung minsan nakakapikon na, sa dahilang inaabuso na nila. At higit sa lahat, sya ang PAPA na kahit paulit ulit man akong bigyan ng pagkakataon para pumili, alam kong sya at sya padin ang nanaisin.

Isang mahalagang bagay lang ang gusto kong tumbukin. Tayo, kung makapg celebrate  ng monthsary, Anniversary, etc. para sa mga boypren at girlpren naten, walang PALYA. Kung bilhan natin ng mga expensive gifts si boypren at si girlpren walang PANGHIHINAYANG. Kung mag update tayo sa lahat ng pangyayari sa buhay naten kay Bhe-bhe, MAYA'T-MAYA. Kung mag "Good Morning"/"Good Evening" with ILOVEYOU tayo kay Baby, walang MINTIS. Kung IPAGMALAKI natin si Sweety, taas noo. 

E PARA KAY MAMA AT PAPA, ANO NGA BA ANG KAYA NATING IBIGAY!?

LagabLOVE

Pangalan mo palang, kinikilig na ako, paano pa kaya kapag magka apelyido na tayo!? Am i a bad shooter? Coz boy, i keep on missing you.  Is Alice in your body? Because baby your body is a wonderland! - (Weh!?) (Korny mo UL*L!) (Joke ba yan!? tawa tayo dali!)

     Mga salitang agad na sosoplak sayo sa oras na magbitaw ka ng seryosong salita, pero mabirong isasalita. "Pick-Up Lines" kung tawagin. Pero aminin! nakakatawa pero may kurot parin ng pagkakilig. Yun nga lang, pag di mo type ang taong nag sabi nyan , malamang sa malang, barado. Pero kapag si "Crush" ang tumirada, susmaryosep lalaban kapa ng batuhan ng "Pick Up Lines" Ewan ko nalang, kung di nyo pa ma PICK ang isa't isa.  (HAHA)  "LagabLOVE" ang pamagat para sa araw na to. Isang Pamagat na di malaos laos. Yearly in demand at never naging seasonal. Topic na di mamatay-matay, paulit ulit man pag usapan, never na pagsasawaan.

Pero admit it! Lahat nakakaramdam pero di lahat nakaka relate. Madaming in denial. Ayaw matawag na korny, Jologs, Mais, at kung anu2 pa. Tawag sa kanila ... Isang malaking "KILL JOY"  mga taong pag ihi lang ang kinakikiligan. Habang bata ka, sulitin mo! Hindi ko sinasabing luma- mierda ka, at maglalandi. Isa lang ang punto ko, habang bata, damhin mo, pero wag kalilimutan ihanda  si RESPONSIBILIDAD at si LIMITASYON. Palagi yang kaakibat. Ang sarap kaya ma inlove. Cloud9, sabi ng iba. Pero ito lang ang masasabi ko, "Try mo kayang magpahinga! kanina ka pa kasi tumatakbo sa isip ko." Ayan! Napapabanat nako. (Hindi masyado halata ang pagka inlove ko diba!?)  I've always been inlove. (Naks!) Isa yan sa di ko ho pagsasawaan. Ang Magmahal!

  Pero kung anung sarap, sya din ang hatid nitong sakit. Win or lose ang sugalan dyan. Kung gaano kataas ang liliparan mo, sya din lalim ng babagsakan mo. Madaming matalinong natatanga dyan! Sabi ng nakararami, kung sino pa daw ang matatalino sya namang bobo pagdating dyan. Ehem! sabi ko na nga ba, matalino ako!  Sablay ako pagdating dyan e. Pwede ding masyadong genius ang mga napipili ko, kaya't ganun nalang sila KATANGA para PAKAWALAN ako. ( Iwas-iwas din!) WATEBER!

 Pero Brother's and sisters, kung mag FAIL man yan, isa lang po ang sigurado, HINDI NA PO IYON KASALAN NI LOVE. Si LOVE na inosente, na ang tanging nais lang ay magpaligaya!

Wagas na KARAKAS.

     Wala bang iba!? Yung bago! Yung something na makatotohanan! Yung tipong hindi ko pa alam, at ika su-surprise ko. Gaya nga ng sabi ko sa twitter acoount ako ....." Wag ka sakin makipaglaro, dahil pag yan sinakyan ko, HAHA. KAWAWA KA. " Ang rude! haha. Anyway dapat lang yan sa mga lalaking dinaig pa ang higad sa kati at ang babae sa pagiging flirtatious. LOL. Minsan gusto ko silang sakyan. Sabayan sa mga nakakatawang trip nila, Pero more than that feeling, nagsusumigaw ang konsensya ko. HINDI AKO YAN. HINDI KO GAWAIN YAN. AT HINDING_HINDI KO MAGAGAWA YAN.  At ang kakapal lang ng muka ng mga taong naglalaro ng personal na emosyon ng tao. Aba'y takot ko nalang sa karma. 

Kung kayat ganun nalang ako kung matawa sa mga lalaki't babae na kala mo kung sinong magaganda at gwapo na kung magbilang ng boypren at girlpren ay ganun-ganun nalang! Wow huh! (Try mo kayang pagupit!?) HAHA. Tapos nag eexpect ng good karma when they ready to settle down and be serious. Isa kang malaking ASA! Chura neto! (Galit na galit e nuh) Asar eh!? Para kasi saken, di bale na ikaw na ang masaktan, maloko, iwan at kung anu-anu pang nakakapang lumong sitwasyon, wag lang ikaw ang gagawa nun. I'm telling you, IBA ANG BALIK NG KARMA. Hindi mo gugustuhin na ma experience pa. Kung alam mo lang na iba ang hatid na "Pogi points" ng lalaking Loyal at sarap sa pakiramdam na sabihang "Babaeng pang seryosohan" ng girlalung tapat at matino,. Whew! HEAVEN! :) Kaya itago mo na yang Wagas at gasgas na karakas mo, ang dali dali mag cheat, mang-gago, manloko at magpaiyak, try something hard, something new and something worth doing. BE FAITHFUL.

Gaya-Gaya!

     Damang-dama ko na talga ang titulo ko bilang writer. Totoo ngang kinarir kong araw-arawin ang pag ba blog. Tutal din naman at pinaninindigan kong isa kong blogger, anu nga bang klaseng writer ang katangian meron ako? Anung istilo ko bilang isang "Nagmamahusay" at "Nagmamarunong" na manunulat? Maihahalintulad ko ba ang aking sarili kay Ricky Lee? o di kaya kay F Sionil? mga kilala't tanyag at mahuhusay na manunulat.

 (Makapag bigay naman ako ng pangalan, masabi lang na may kilalang mga writer) Pag pasensyahan nyo na po, pagkat iilan librong akda nila ang mayroon ako. Di nyo naitatanung at mukang waley naman kayong balak itanong, may isang kaibigang noo'y nakapagsabi saken, may pagkakahawig "daw" kami ng istilo ni Bob Ong. Bob Ong? (Huweeeh) ikinagulat ko. Gulat na gulat diba!? Sino nga ba namang di nakakikilala kay Bob Ong. Ang manunulat na bihasa sa pag gamit ng mga salitang akala mo'y walang kwenta ngunit puno pala ng kahulugan. May akda ng mga librong matatalinong tao lamang ang maaaring mag may ari. 

 (Wala pa ko nun, so alam na!) haha!

Yaman din lamang na ikinumpara ako kay Bob Ong, hayaan nyong isiwalat ko ang aming pinagkaiba.

 (Sa tono ng pananalita ko parang  lugi pa si Bob Ong.) Well, Bob Ong is Bob Ong. Hindi pwedeng gayahin lalong lalo't pantayan. Isa lang ang pwede, ang lampasan at higitan. Pero mukang kakain pako ng tunetuneladang sako ng bigas. Anyway, ito ang Unang ipinagkaiba, He's Ong and i'm Ang. Pag nagkataon ito ang labas...  Bob Ang- girl version (korni diba!?)

Ni minsan di ho sumagi sa isip ko ang gayahin sino man sa kanila. Oo, mahuhusay at di matatawaran ang naiambag ng mga ito sa larangan ng pagsulat. Pero hindi mo sila pedeng gayahin. Hinding-hindi mo sila magagaya! Dyan pumapasok ang problema. "Gusto ko ganito ako!" gagayahin ko si ganito"  Listen people! You can never be anybody else. Sabi nga sa bibliya, we are created different from each other. UNIQUE na maituturing. If their blessed with that style of writing, learn to discover yours.

(Kitam! Napapa english nako!)  Mga bro at Sis, make sense! Wala hong umaasensong GAYA-GAYA!

Palagi nating tandaan na walang taong nagsimula or nag umpisa, na magaling na. lahat ng yan, napag aaralan at  natututunan. Aba'y di biro ang magsulat. Lahat nakakasulat, pero hindi lahat ng yan makahulugan ang mga isinusulat. If you think may kapasidad ka para sumulat, then CLAIM IT! Hindi ibang taong ang makakadiskubre nyan, IKAW MISMO!

EKSPEKTASYON

     Isa na namang mapagpalang araw. Isang araw na puno ng himala. Akalain mong heto't muli, nagsusulat ako sa blog account kong ito. (Puro's ka kasi kayabangan, ayan! Hala't sige! panindigan mo) Panay pagtataas ng ihi ang na una kong naisulat, pero gaya nga ng sinabi ko, PANININDIGAN KO. Gawa ng hindi pa lumilisan ang bagyong mapagbalat - kayo, hayaan nyong sabayan ko ito pagdating sa palakasan ng hangin. Bihasa po ang inyong writer sa lenggwaheng tagalog. Mahusay sa araling Filipino. Kung kaya't kung ang hanap nyo ay isang manunulat na panay ang gamit ng wikang Ingles, nagpapalaliman sa pag gamit ng salitang ito, masabi lang ang mga salitang "Magaling" at "Mahusay" e, mga Brother at sister, nagkamali po kayo ng pahinang binuksan!

 Hindi ko po kayo dadaanin sa ganoong klaseng pamamaraan. Abay! takot ko nalang na mabawasan pa ang lilimang taong masugid kong taga sunod. At bigyan ang mga kritiko ko ng malaking pagkakataon para siraan ako. Ang inyo pong writer ay di naman "Bobang" maituturing sa wikang Ingles. Patunay yan sa apat na taong pinag aralan ko at pinagsunugan ng kilay sa kursong Mass communication. Makikita rin sa mga nauna kong naisulat, nag husay-husayan po ang inyong writer at nagpumilit na magsulat sa wikang hindi naman ako gaano bihasa. Keri naman at nadala, yun nga lang, pili ang mga salitang inilarawan. hindi mo buong maisisiwalat ang siyang nasa loob mo. Noose bleeding po, ang inabot ko. 

ito po ang pinakamahirap sa lahat ng mahirap. Ang ipagpatuloy ang isang bagay na nasimulan. Madali ang kuhain ang atensyon ng isang tao sa simula, madaling magpakitang gilas at pasabog sa umpisa, ngunit ang tensyon ay nasa gitna at pagtatapos. Keri mo ba ang kanilang EKSPEKTASYON? Sa mga sulat kong ito, dadalhin ko kaya sa naiibang mundo. (Ano nga bang klaseng mundo ang pinagsasabi ko?) Wag na ho kayong matakot! Hindi ko ho kayo tuturuang magkaroon ng sariling mundo. O sya! Sige! Pagisipan mong mabuti kong nanaisin mo pang basahin ito. Wala po muna tayong bonus sa araw na ito, mahirap na't baka pa simpleng nakikiusisa ang mga haters at magkaroon sila ng dahilan para i -blocked mail ako. 

(Meron ba!? lumabas na!)

-Hayaan nyo pong kuhain ko ang pagkakataong ito at isama sa pahinang ito ang pasasalamat sa mga taong naglaan ng kakatiting na oras para mabasa to! Ui! Salamat. Wag ka sanang magsawa. Tandaan: Kakaunti lang kayo, pag nawala ka, ANU NALANG? haha. 

MAGPAPAKA!

     first time! hindi naman talaga nananalaytay sa dugo ko ang pagiging manunulat. Tamad ako sa mga ganyan. Puros pasimula lang. (Ningas kugon kung tawagin) i hope not this time. Gaya nalang ng blog account kong ito, na bunga ng isang requirement. nakakatawa diba!? Aaay! Oo nga pala, hindi ito ang ka una-unahan kong account. may isa pa, pero mukang niluma na ng panahon. Haha. Isa na namang account na bunga ng pangangailangan. Dahil REQUIRED! Pero napansin ko lang, mahusay ako magsulat! (Nagbuhat na ng sariling bangko) Hindi naman sa pagyayabang pero beterano ako sa pagsusulat ng mga talata noong....... noong....... Basta! yun na yun! Wag na kayong kumontra, handa naman akong patunayan (hangin ba!?) whew!

May iilang dahilan kung bakit nagpasya akong ipagpatuloy ang pag ba blog. At mag feeling blogger simula sa oras na ito. Sabi nga sa title ko, MAGPAPAKA. Magpapaka blogger, magpapaka writer, basta magpapaka ako! 

Una sa listahan ay ang pagkasayang na namang muli ng account na ito. Sayang nga naman. Humigit dalawang put dalawa na blog na ang nasimulan ko, mga blog na puro's ka kemean ang nilalaman. Mga blog na di naman talaga nanggaling sa kaloob-looban. Blog na tinatawag na "MEMA" MEMAisulat lang!

Ikalawa sa listahan ang may magawa lang. ika isa ng Oktubre, 11:50 ng gabi, araw ng sabado, Malakas ang hampas ng hangin, nananalasa ang baklang bagyong panay kaartehan maging sa pangalan, di mo maipagkakaila. Ang bagyong "Quiel". (Arte diba!?) Now tell me!? anung gagawin ko sa mga oras na to! Ayokong mag emo na naman at isipin kung kailan ba ko babalikan ng dati kong jowa na panay ang paasa na babalik pero hanggang ngayon nakikipag harutan sa bago nyang gerlpren. Aaaay! Shemay! na bulgar! Di bale, bonus mo na yan, dahil nag tyaga kang basahin ang blog ko. 

Pangatlo sa listahan. Medyo sensitibo at makahulugan. Wala munang halong ka etchosan. Naisipan kong gawing makabuluhan ang pamumuhay ko dito sa mundo. Hindi ako mananatili dito habang buhay. Sabi nga sa kanta, "Tatanda at lilipas din ako, ngunit mayroong awitin iiwan sa inyong ala-ala" gusto ko mag iwan ng legacy. Yung tipong kahit wala na ako, mababasa nyo kung papaano ko ginamit yung buhay na ipinahiram at ipinagkaloob sa akin.Malalaman nyo yung mga kwento kong masaya, sobrang saya, di gaano kasiyahan at syempre mga kwento ko na kung minsan may halong kalungkutan.

    Masarap yung feeling na kilala mo yung tao. Pero aminin na natin, hindi lahat interesado sa kwento mo. Ano nga naman ang kinalaman nila at higit sa lahat paki alam nila sa buhay at pinagdadaanan mo. Pero iba ito! Sisiguraduhin kong naiiba, maiiba at iba sa lahat. Hindi ka lang basta nakiki USI - usisa sa buhay ng may buhay o di kaya naman, tini trained maging mahusay na chismosa kundi may iiwan din namang katiting na inspirasyon at motibasyon. Aba'y kung wala naman, e di ko na ho yon kasalanan! (biro lang) Una palang to, I hope hindi maging "UNA NA LANG TO" salamat sa oras kapatid!

Closing Time.

     Every beginning has it's own ending. The day finally arrived, i have to say goodbye. Mixed of emotions i am feeling right now. I don't know exactly how to explain. Remembering the first day i entered the MBC building makes me feel sad. I just imagine the hardships i've been through looking for the right radio station to start up my internship. God really provides. He never let you down. He always give what is best and what is really meant for you. Surely everything will be badly missed. I was there for almost a month, working with different people, doing task which is new to me, learning lessons which is not taught inside the classroom, things that i will surely missed but definitely carried with me as i leave the station. I just remember the days which i do not know anything about internship. What am i gonna do there? What's station i should pursue applying? Do you think i can do this? A lot of questions coming through my mind. Luckily good choice, i decided to take risks. 

    I conquered every doubt that has been on my mind, i just started to trust and believe in myself. Carrying more confidence on me and getting out of my shell. Reminiscing those days was really heartwarming. plus the fact that you get attached with the people whom you never thought you can get along. Evaluation here you go! im a bit nervous but im sure i did my job well done. I hope it wont made me feel disappointed. It was wonderful experience to have. Hoping for a lot more. I honor everyone who inspire and encourage me. Sending resume to different station gives me a hard time, it was God's plan that i was at Loveradio. Simply because this is where i meant and the place he exclusively provide. TO GOD BE THE GLORY!

Countdown

     You can hear nothing but silence inside the booth. Today was really different. Since a lot of trainee's are done with their required time to be allotted here at the station, you can really feel their absence. Anyway, as many says, every beginning has it's own ending. Me too, sad to say, hours from now i'll be leaving my LoveRadio family. But i am proud to say that i have with me all the teachings i've learned coming from them. Teaching's i could apply as i continue my journey. People there treated us well. I have nothing to say against them. I loved working with them. They teach us a lot of things. things that we could also apply in our personal and daily life. God is really great for letting me to be part of Love radio and for letting me to experienced such things. Morning till afternoon this day, seems like an ordinary day. Not until Sarah Geronimo an actress/singer visited the station. i could see many of her die hard fans waiting to see her. Hmmmm. Maybe i could also considered as one. LOL. And yes, she's so beautiful. She's at the station to promote some of her song that was being aired.

     Because of Love radio i got the chance to see various artist. Those artist that i really admire. I got the chance to talked with the DJ's. To be part of a production everytime we have "Radyo dalawa lang yan" concert. Truly a one of a kind experience. Surely im going to miss this as i finish everything and said my last goodbye. Every beginning has it's own ending. Start of the countdown. Yes! few hours left from now i have to leave the station. Gladly i'll be ending this experience with my head up high, much equipped with knowledge, and having enough confidence to face a new chapter of my life. 

Grand Stickering Campaign

     You can really feel how tough the competition was. Since Love radio hit the top place for more than nine years, still the pressure is on. They want to re assure if their listeners are solid as they was before.They need to think of other tactics to secure and keep their listener's or audience. We all know that there's a lot of good radio station here in manila. but still, listener's has their own capability to choose where to tune in. Gladly, for the past nine years, the support they are giving put a great impact. That's the reason why love radio is still the number one FM radio station here in the Philippines.What a great compliment isn't it?  Today is Love Radio grand stickering campaign. One strategies to caught more listener's attention. It was held at the parking lot of Star City. This campaign is exclusive for all driver's, taxi and Fx drivers. All they have to do is to registered and of coarse they'll have the Love Radio sticker and that will be their entry for Love Know's No Boundaries promo where they can get free boundaries once they win on the raffle draw.

     Nice strategy right? In this kind of profession, you really need to have a brilliant mind to think of a new strategies to be used in order for you to protect your target audience. Of coarse your audience is very important. Without them what's the reason of putting up radio stations anyway? That's why we have and need to protect them. They're the one who buys our product, so in-able for them to buy, we must bring out the best product we could possibly give. Since there's a lot of different brand who are selling the same product. We got to be different. unique and incomparable. Though its been more nine years being number one, Loveradio  continue and still proving they deserve the spot. It was a tiring yet fulfilling day for me. We've accomplished a lot of things, and im just so proud that i was part of that campaign. Seeing a lot of driver's coming in just to have registered their cab makes me feel comfortable. It only show how they appreciate the campaign led by the the number one radio station nationwide. None other than ...."Kailangan pa bang i-memorize yan?" 90.7 Loveradio.

Job well done!

     Since the day before, i was hoping i could make it. I was praying i could experience again the fun and excitement of "Radyo dalawa lang yan" concert. A free concert prepared by Loveradio and YesFM that will be held at Mandaluyong. I want to be there. My eagerness couldn't stop by anyone. It was star studded. Celebrities invited was really awesome. I wanted to see them! I'm looking forward to see those  big celebrities that was invited for the event. Bugoy Drilon, Jovit Baldivino and my all time favorite band Callalily will be there. Of coarse i want to see Kean cipriano, their lead vocalist. I was a huge fan of this man, and his band. I was dying to see him again in person. But of coarse beyond all of this my main purpose is to be part of the production for the second time. i want to get familiarize to this profession. Everything i have to know i must and i have to learn while i'm still here. because sooner or later i'll be gone, as i finish the time required for this training. I want everything to go smoothly and well planned. So when the time comes that i have to leave my Loveradio family, i have a lot of memories to treasure and new lessons to be apply.

     God seems to be answering all my prayers. Luckily it's confirmed! i will be part of the production! That was great! everything is falling into places.Right after i arrived the station, we are advise to get ready and prepare our self. We are going to the venue to prepare all things needed. I was at the said  venue from 2:00 pm onwards. It was the most tiring but still the most memorable days in my entire training.  I really enjoyed the day. Though we done a lot of things, i'm pretty sure we did a great job. We do our part wholeheartedly as well as the complete staff. Indeed it was a job well done! 

Siesta!

     Today, nothing is really especial. Most of our time spend on sitting, and waiting for the task that will be assigned to us. Siesta!  Honestly, it was a boring day. plus the silence inside the building really makes me feel lazy. Most of the staff of the stations are out for a pictorial that will be post on the LoveRadio website.And since jocks are out, all their adlib for today are recorded. you can really feel the difference when their not around. because they're the one that adds color to the station. They make every working hours easy and simple. They are lively people. That's why, you can really feel their absence. I just want to honor these guys for they are humble people. for they didn't create boundaries between us. they treated us fair and well. They are approachable people. Easy to be with. I was just so blessed to meet these guys for they teach us lessons not just because it was part of our stay there but of coarse they wanted to share their knowledge. They also share some experiences they have that will surely help us as we go on our different path.

     On this day, i have some realization on how blessed i am to be here. Meeting wonderful people and learning new things at the same time enjoying. Days past by so fast that i started to get attached with them. And im sure all at once they will also remember me even on the day that i will be leaving the station.

Rivalry Begins!

     Happy Monday Morning! It's really nice to start your day with a smile. I was just too inspired today. Maybe because i wanted to start this week right! Forgetting about the things that makes you uncomfortable, and appreciating things that makes you happy regardless if it's big or small is one way of having a wonderful start. It was nice to know that everyday i learned more about the people around me. i learn how to deal with their attitude. In a short period of time i guess i become closer to them. I feel blessed because they're a nice to me. Especially the staff of the station. They showed me one of a kind experience and teach me lesson's which is really memorable to me. Those lessons i treasured the most. Since it was Monday, Loveradio is having their continuous Monday meeting. Again, we are assigned to answer phone calls. We are all busy doing different task. It feels like we are really part of the station.

     Everyday i make sure i've given the best of what i have. As what the others do. That's why Loveradio remain their title as "Number One"  It was nice working with the top station. but still it is a hard competition. Truly, rivalry begins.  Maybe that's why they're having meetings and brainstorming to throw out opinions so that they can give the best to their listeners. Im sure, other station is doing the same thing. Of coarse everyone wants to be on top. But being on top is not that easy. It takes one brilliant mind to come up with a good strategies to be used and a good team up of cooperation of the whole staff. That's the edge of Loveradio i guess. After the meeting they said that it's going to be tough. they're planning to have different strategies that really needs manpower and cooperation of the whole staff. I become really excited. I loved field work. I was wondering what kind of strategies they are talking about. 

One Point!

It seems like today was just another ordinary day. i came at the station a minute before my duty. Everyone was there already. The Dj's together with the other practicumers. We do the same work over and over again, that sometimes it bores me to the extent that i  just want to finish my duty time and go home. A little while Ms Missy Hista, one of the jocks ask everyone who wants to join and assist her at the Araneta Coliseum  for a PBA game. She used to host there all the time.The funny thing is that, no one raised their hands. Seems like nobody wants. Maybe because they're not interested or it could also because of the time it will take. As for they're experienced, it was ended late at night, knowing that their house is away far from Araneta. Maybe that's their main concern. Well anyway having no doubt, i volunteered. Just for the experience and to release this boredom. Hell yeah! it's killing me! The Jock got surprised. Honestly, they really loved practicumers who usually volunteer with every task needed to be done. One point! LOL. Well anyway i considered also the fact that the venue was just a minute away from the house. And it would take hours for me just to got home.

     It took hours for us to arrived at the venue. Again, it was traffic! Happily we didn't get bored. While Ms. Missy is driving, we used to talked and know different things about each other. What a good bonding time! And finally, this is it! though i wasn't fond of watching basketball game, still i was excited to see those PBA players.  It was nice to know that we are seating at the courtside. a lil way far and next to the players. Staff there treat us special. They accommodate us well and gave food. It was really memorable. I saw different players like Alapag, Intal, Menk, Arwind Santos and of course, my all time favorite Caguioa. Not everyone can have the same experienced as i have. That's why i considered this day a special day.

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What you plant is what you reap.

     Plant your own garden and decorate your own soul. Everyday i need to remind myself about the plans i have. Goals i wanted to achieved in the near future. In that way, it helps me to be more inspire in everything that i am doing. No one can motivate you much more than your own. Maybe that's my secret. Reminding myself of a life i wanted to have when i grew up. As for the saying "What you plant is what you reap."We need to invest for a better future because we are spending the rest of our lives there. Having this training gives me more motivation in life. It was just like preparing myself  for a huge battle. It is much more of a requirement for me. And what i was doing now is part of my investment. Getting lots of knowledge, experiencing new things in life, getting much prepared and equipped for an incoming battle. I really believe that you don't have to be like Einstein, i mean to be so intellectually perfect to be successful in life. Because in this time, we are competing not only by mind, but also with skills.

     Don't expect to achieved all your dreams in just sitting there waiting for the opportunities to come. All life demands struggles and hardships. Remember those people who have everything given to them become lazy , selfish and insensitive to the real values of life. Don't forget that opportunities comes once, if you don't grab it, someone deserving will take your place. That's why setting your goals and priorities in life are so important. Staying here at the station makes me think of my plans in life. I wonder years from now, what will i become. Of coarse at some point, pressure's on and continue to overtake my emotion. But i have to believe in myself and continue to hope for a better future.

   

Shhhhh...!!

    Another rainy morning. I guess the weather wants to say something. As i arrived at the station everyone is in good condition. All practicumers are there including those who has their duty in the morning. The booth looks  like a classroom filled with students. Being with them is just normal, for me we are all came from same school. Of coarse same college as well. though some of them are having difficulties when it comes to their attitude i might  instead be civil with them. Of coarse we can't please everybody. As what i've said before, i was prepared for this kind of situation because in the first place i don't really don't know the people i'll be working with. It was a challenged for me. It will examine how am i when it comes to dealing with other, how will i participate and coordinate with people whom i don't even know. But at least it will test how professional we are when it comes to work. Working with these people are very different from working with my entire classmates. It was not easy at all. Since me and my classmates used to be working together with different production at school, we know already the Do's and Dont's of each other.This time i'm going to work with people from the other section. I hope rivalry won't exist.

     Anyway this day was really memorable. All those smiles we have in the morning suddenly fade away. Ms. Missy Hista, one of the DJ's and also our supervisor got really upset. It was a heart pounding moment. It was like a bomb ready to explode. She's really mad! The reason behind all of that is because the practicumer's between Saturday's and Sunday's didn't show themselves. So the outcome, no one is in the station to upload songs that will be aired. thank God i have no duties on Saturday and Sunday. Still, it was a lesson everyone should know.

Campaign Strategies!

    Everyone wants to be the best. We all wanted to make it to the top. To be number ONE! But for Love    Radio, they wanted to STAY on the top. To maintain being number one. That's why they're having different strategies. Strategies that will surely caught everyone's attention. Today, they are having a campaign. Dj's together with staffs are going to different terminal to be able to see and get along with different drivers. Good thing, i was part of that campaign. Ms. Rica Hera, one of the jocks at the station ask for my help, and instantly i grabbed it. We ride on a company car by MBC our target place is the terminal along Trinoma. It was a long drive. Due to heavy rain, it took us ours to be there. I was with three DJ's. The all time favorite, Papa Jack, Rica Hera and Love Radio new DJ and proud Pupian Ms. Lala Banderas. Traffic is all over our way. Papa jack suggested to go to Guadalupe first, where another tower of MBC is located. Since it was raining hard, he decided to tour us first for us to be familiar with the alternative tower of the stations we are working with.

    Papa Jack is really generous, he, himself volunteered to took us some pictures to be included in our portfolio. He's talkative. Lots of stories to tell, very funny and so entertaining. That's why we didn't get bored while waiting at the cab He said that whenever the MBC building electricity unexpectedly shut down, this tower will automatically provides current so that airing wouldn't be stopped. No time for dead air huh! At last, we're officially at the said location. Good timing, there are lots of driver's at the terminal. Everyone was shocked as they see their favorite DJ's in front of them. Surely they never thought and expect for these people to be here at the same time, talking in front of them. We absolutely feel their warmed welcome. You can see smiles all around. We give away Love Radio shirts, raffled tickets, a ride all you can pass at the Star City, Talked with them and of coarse invite them to continue giving their support for the station. All in all, we did a great job. Everyone enjoyed the day. And this campaign strategy will surely put Love Radio to be on top for another years to come.

Tired, but worth my time.

     Tired but everything is worth my time. Everyday i wish i could do something that will help someone. Even a little help counts. Yes! it counts and leave a big impact to them. I want my day to end in a worthy way. Yes! it happens today. Just as the moment i arrived at the station, Ms Nicolehyala, ask for a favor. She ask me if i could help her to buy stuffs for kids at the orphanage. For she wanted to help them by giving gifts. She allow me to choose things to buy. Things that i know kids at the orphanage will appreciate. It took me hours to think what to buy, it was tiring. But then, to think how these stuff will make those kids happy is really priceless. I admire Nicolehyala for that. She's really have a good heart for she knows how to share her blessings. Good choice anyway. She gives hope for that kids that still, there is someone who care for them and love them. I do believe that the more you give, the more blessings you will receive .By showing the smallest good deeds is worth a thousand grand intentions  And maybe that's the reason why blessings continue flowing  Miss Nicole's life. Because she knows how to share. I really admire her for that, and it made me feel so glad that somehow i have done a little contribution. No man was ever honored by what he receive, but honor reward for what he gave.

      How i wish i can join her at the orphanage. I wanted to see those kids. I want to see their reaction about the gifts and how they appreciate it. Ms. Nicole continuous to thank me. For she's too busy, she didn't find time to do it on her own. She said that by doing that, i myself give a little help to those kids. I contribute something they really appreciate and enjoy. Heading back at the station, i was too tired. My feet hurts. Ive been at the store for almost 3 hours, just to know what exactly i will buy that will surely appreciate by these kids. Thank God Ms. Nicole herself  loved those stuffs i bought. 

Strive Hard!

     Today was totally a busy day. Actually a busy week for all of us. Were doing lot of things. Competition's of different stations begin. To start it up, Love Radio are now preparing for a campaign. They want to make sure they could still make it to the top. Just to inform you, Love Radio leads for almost nine years. They're number one for nine consecutive years. Amazing right! I was wondering how they maintain being on the top for almost a couple of years, knowing that there's a lot of radio stations here in the Philippines trying and competing to be on top. Yey! It makes me proud! But as far as i observed, people there has their own part. They share talents, skills and of coarse knowledge. from the top down to the staff are really doing well. Maybe that's their main secret. They undergo brainstorming, sharing of thoughts and meetings to discuss what to maintain and what to improve. Definitely they're professionals. No wonder, they are still on top. And even they already got the top spot, Love Radio never stop competing. The station wants the assurance that they can hold the title for the incoming year.

     I was just quietly observing them, so that when time comes, i mean when i become totally part of them, i know what to do. haha! Who know's right!? And one more i observed is that people there undergo difficulties before they got the position they are having now. It only showed how deserving they are for the position they're holding right now. They are now reaping their hard works. No one promises for things to be easy. It may not be easy, but soon everything will be worth it. I was just inspired by them. I look at those experiences as a part of my learning process. They encouraged me a lot and triggers me to be more persevere and focus in achieving my goal. 

Fun Run to Fun' Fun

     Getting ready for today is the first MBC Manila Bay Clean-Up Run. Wow! how lucky we are to be part of this event. They call this Fun Run with the intention to help Manila bay. What a good idea! Lots of people are there to participate and join the Manila Broadcasting Company advocacy. Our call time was 3am. We need to be there, as early as we can to help the other staff in preparing for the run. Honestly i'm not in good condition. I was sick. But because i don't wanna miss this one of kind experience, still i decided to go. And i think i made the right decision. Everything was awesome. Though we didn't run, i still had fun. Knowing that we are part of that one big production with the advocacy that is really meaningful. Wow! I maybe tired that day but everything was worth it. Not all trainee's are invited to be there, that's why i feel so grateful. I also got the chance to meet various artist. I love artist! It was really amazing and enjoyable. Plus the fact that all the staff was in good mood. No pressure and stress at all. We just enjoyed the day.

     I experienced lots of things in my short period of stay here at the Love Radio station, experience i never thought i could have. Very precious and rare. i think all of us have our own different story about our stay in our chosen station for our On the Job Training. I hope we all have good and wonderful stories to tell. Because if i were to ask, i can definitely say i really had a great time. I maybe tired, there are times that i go home late, but still everything is worth my time. Truly, because of this On the Job training i've experienced  things that's really memorable and worthy to be treasured. I've met people i never thought i could get along with. Wow! That was too much, and i always thank my Lord for all of this. I know he has planned more for me, plans better than i expect.

Expect the Unexpected.

     I was really excited to arrive at the station today.  There's a lot of things to celebrate. It was DZRH anniversary! Expect a lot of food, different people who come and join the celebration including celebrities and politician. Indeed it was a star studded party! Plus the fact that we are also part of the "Radyo? Dalawa lang yan!" concert of Love Radio and Yes fm.I was really expecting a wonderful day today. But all of a sudden, things came unexpectedly. From morning down to the last minute of our stay. This day was filled with negative vibes. Side by side we are ask to assist them. People are in panic, they're too busy doing their own thing but still asking our favor for some help. I wasn't shock at all. I prepared myself for that. I know that i need to use my versatility strength because this day will be a busy day for all of us. Lunch time came, i was expecting food from our sister station for they're celebrating their anniversary, anyway, not only me. Even the staff of other station have the same expectation. besides there's a lot of food sponsored by different people and company. Only to find out that the food was exclusive for their staff only. Too bad for us who expect. Anyway it wasn't a big deal at all. I was just thinking how selfish they are!? haha!

     Moving forward, i'd look for the brighter side of it not just to ruined my day. I was just thinking of the things that gonna happen later at the concert. And how enjoyable it will be. Only to find out again that we are not part of the concert. Strike two! I was so disappointed. I hope they inform us as early as they can. Right!? So inconsiderate. I wanted to be part of that because all the Dj's are included at the concert. They are required to be there. Anyway, let's give chance to the others. There are also other trainee's who wanna be part and who wants to experience those stuff. Honestly, things come unexpectedly. Lesson, expect less.

What a Lazy Day!

     I was alone for this day. And i feel totally totally lonely. I was the only practicumer left at the station, i don't know why but they're all absent. Hmmmm. I just cant imagine consuming hours alone. I hope it wont happen again. anyway, though i was alone, i still do my job well. Thank God i didn't get bored because of a lot of drivers coming in at the station to fill up registration for the Love Radio promo. It was called " Love Know's No Boundaries." a one of a kind promo exclusive for all drivers out there. Which they can win money and 2 motorcycle. Indeed, it catches all driver's attention. I was too busy entertaining and explaining to them all about this promo and how they can win. Of coarse all they have to do is to tune in to 90.7 Love Radio. So simple! I consider this as the most lazy day of my stay here at the station. Actually i have nothing more to say, for i do nothing but to stay at the station lobby and wait if there's anyone who still want to register at the station's promo.

      I am just hoping for a wonderful day tomorrow. I am expecting that, for we are having another concert. It was located at Caloocan where we can see different bands performing and most especially all the DJ's of Love and Yes Radio station. They are all required to be there, and of coarse they prepare a special number only for there die hard listeners. Let's get excited! Surely it will be another concert blast! Hoping for a more exciting and enjoyable day. Though we do the same thing over and over again, i guess somehow, there will be times that we encounter different things that give us another memorable experience to share.

Leaving the stress behind!

     Waking up too early is really a big deal. Especially these days because of the cold weather. How i loved to lay down at my bed and continue those fancy dreams. But i just have to stop it, wake up, stand up and get back into reality. Time to make this fancy dream into a real action. How? of coarse by stopping this lazy attitude. Everyday i need to remind myself about my goals, in order for me to start my day well. I must be reminded about my future dreams, on how i wanted my life to be, because by this means, i became more motivated on everything i was doing. It was just a relaxing day for me. We didn't do hard things. Since it was Monday, staff is having their Monday meeting, as always. We used to gathered them in awhile to be prepared for their meeting and then we take in charge in answering calls. Actually that's the only thing i've done this day. No pressure. See!? The good thing is Dj's allow us to go home early. No stress at all. It was totally different because as we leave the station i was blinded by the light. We usually go home late at night, plus the fact of the rainy season causing traffic, i use to arrived home totally wasted. But today, everything is different, and i hope i can experience another. Haha!

     Because of the early out, me and some friends decided to see the Azkals. The well known soccer team on these generation. Since the venue of their training is just near the station, we decided to visit and see of coarse the player and how these athletes play live. Fantastic! We didn't feel disappointed. We saw them and we also got the chance to talk with them. I saw them face-to face. What a nice experienced. Today is totally a relaxing day. I just simply leave all the stress behind, and chill out for awhile.

Show them what you've got!

     Indeed another rainy day. I was thinking the traffic it will cause again! Yay! so i have to move fast and fixed myself as early as i can. Heading at the station wasn't that bad. Thank God i did not encounter a huge traffic. Im sick and tired of that. I never stop complaining. Too bad. Anyway at least it started my day well. Everyday, we get a chance to get close and to know more about the Dj's. Because to rest of my stay there, i was with them. One DJ gave us a copy of CD composing different artist. Among them all, she's the one who really spent time with  us. trainee's. I was touched. She didn't do that to everyone. That's why i promised her that i will keep that one as a souvenir from her. I was also ask to load songs again. Since i was the only practicumer left at the station. I was shocked as i saw the list, it was different from before. It gives me a hard time understanding how am i put this right. I don't want to upset my boss, but since i didn't know how am i do it, i ask him. Good thing he answered me well. There's nothing wrong about asking questions, especially when you really don't know the answers. But sometimes, we are lacking the courage to do that, maybe because we are afraid. Remember, there is nothing to frighten us if we just refuse to be afraid.

     Everyday i get the chance to know people whom i am working with. They're having different attitudes, some are jolly, cool and fun to be with, while the others are too serious, nagger and strict. Anyway i have to deal with that. Even at the very first time i enter this station, i accept the fact that not all people are the same. I need to be prepared for i do not know lot of people i've been working with. But for as long as i know how to limit myself, to respect them and most especially, im doing my job well, everything fall down into it's proper place. Set free all your worries, focus on what you are doing, listen to what other people say. if it is negative, well ... do not get too much affected. If it is a compliment, thank them for they appreciate what u are doing. that's the secret recipe.

ALL is WELL

     As of today, all is well! It seems like God is answering my everyday prayer. Every morning, before going to the station i always ask him for guidance. I always pray for help, so that i can do every task right. And he never disappoint me but instead, everyday he AMAZED me. I decided to be at the station early. As early before my duty. I came right at the station at exactly 10:00am. Since there's no practicumers every Thursday and Friday i just decided to be there even before my duty time. Though the weather wasn't good, heaven continues pouring heavy rain, and it was so cold that everybody here in the house is sleeping well, i have to fix myself and get ready to start my day. Just like my previous duty, again i loaded songs that will be aired for the next day. This time i made faster. It seems like i've mastered loading it! Being in a FM station was not that hard. Everybody is in good condition. It was cool and no pressure at all. Unlike in AM station, people there are too serious. They're doing lot of things, that pressure is in their arms at all times. I'm not against them, of coarse they all have different strategies how to train students like us. And most especially their format was different. I just hope that AM stations should start introducing or airing their programme to the youth. Simply because their target was only adults, most of the teenagers are not interested with what they are airing, they have to think of the ways how to get the attention of our youth today, because time will come that these youth will be the adults of tomorrow. 


     Days of staying here is totally a wonderful experience. As days past me by, i noticed i started conquering those fears i have when i was just starting. I learned to adjust myself from the people i was working with,  we all know it wasn't easy for all of us, for we are having our own and different attitudes. I just try to be and stay nice at all times. And of coarse from the rules and regulations of the station. Good to know that as of today, everything's  flowing smoothly.  

Exhausted!

     Everyday i always make sure i came on time. As much as possible, before my duty time. So everyday i have to wake up at 8:00 just to fix my stuff and most especially myself. I make sure that before 10:00 in the morning, i already leave the house. Pasay City is  a little too far from the house that consumed almost one and half hour travelling. Really exhausting! Anyway, thank God as of today I've never been late. Today i have accomplished a lot of things. from the moment i got to the station, Ms. Nicole Hyala ask for my help to fix her office just to be prepared for the coming of the staff of GMA. She was invited for an interview for the Jessica Soho's show. The topic was all about different collector's item. And since Ms. Nicole have a huge collection of Hello Kitty stuff, she was part of the show. Yeah she really likes Hello Kitty and it shows even in her office. After that, i was also assign to load songs that will be played for the next day. It was hard at first, because you need to load songs that will be aired from morning till in the evening. All the songs was already prepared, you just have to put it properly with different dedicated time.

     honestly, today was a tiring day. Plus the unexpected traffic that i have encountered way back home. I traveled 3 hours! What a pain in my ass! I was so sleepy at the jeepney and i couldn't help it. Plus the fact that i haven't eat yet my dinner. But still i am thankful for this another day. Though i was tired, i make sure that i have done my duty well. Still looking forward for a wonderful day. And i pray for less traffic as well. Haha!

First week, Be good to me.

     When you make the best out of what you are doing, feeling happy with every work you've got, i'll tell you, your'e not working at all. The fact that you enjoyed every single thing you do, it becomes a hobby. Same as doing a simple daily routine. It didn't give you a hard time but  a lesson's to be experience and memories to treasure. This day was another great day.  Another day to get this once in a lifetime chance to get to know well the Dj's. One thing i've notice, they're very professional when it comes to work. And i admire them for being one. They came on time, they do their lines and script on the spot, and though some of them was not feeling well, they still do their job well done.  Another thing, today we've got our Love Radio shirt. it was red same as their logo. i was just so excited to wear that. We are advice to wear the shirt every Friday of our duty. Because of that i feel like i was really part of the station staff. One Dj also teach me a "Hand sign" She said that we will do it whenever we see each other. It was like a sign of respect. All Love Radio family know's that. And it was really cool!.And because today is Monday, all Love radio staff are having their Monday meeting. So we trainee's are assign to answer calls for the mean time. Calls from their different sponsor and other's having their own different concerns. I was a little bit pressured, but thank God, it turns out well.

      My  first day to start my week of stay here at the station. Im still a bit of nervous. Everything still new and on process. That's why whenever we are assign to do something i really pay attention, listening carefully and keeping my mind focus. I don't want to disappoint anyone. I keep on telling myself that i can do this! Giving myself a bit confidence. I guess that's my weakness. But from this moment on, i have to change that pitiful attitude and start giving myself encouragement. 

Concert Blast !

     It was my first day! yey! im really excited to work as well as to gain experience. i dont know yet what will going to happen or the things that im going to do here, but still im just holding every lesson i've learned and make sure that i am equipped  by experience i have for the past years in my college. My first day was absolutely awesome. I got the chance to meet Love Radio Dj's and to see how they perform in radio live. Well actually that's the first. No doubt they are number one in the spotlight. They have great Dj's . Different Dj's with different talent when it comes to speaking. No doubt they caught every listeners attention easily. I've seen Ms. Nicoleyhala, she's so approachable and of coarse the popular one, Papa jack. I also got the chance to talk to Ms. Rica Hera, she is jolly and easy to get along with, Ms. Missy Hista, the one who is in-charge with us practicumers and a lot more. I wasn't able to meet everyone yet, and im hoping to see them and gain even a little bit advice.

     Luckily, Love Radio prepared a free mini concert. A star studded concert. Since they're the leading FM radio here in the country for almost 9 years, which is awesome. And followed by Yes Fm their sister company, they decided to come up with a thanks giving party entitled "Radyo dalawa lang yan!". And we trainee's are also part of that. It was like a huge production. Nothing new about that, we communication students are very familiar when it comes to production. I guess it was my lucky day! I was a little bit shock when i found out that me together with the other trainee's are will be part of the production staff. honestly i wasn't expecting that. Gotcha! It was an over flowing excitement. Arriving at the concert, together with the others i used to assist other staff and contribute every little thing i could give to make sure everything's fine and smooth. Im still hoping for more. More experience to have and new lesson's to learn. The pressure is still there. For i don't want to upset the "upper" or my boss and of coarse most especially myself. It is more on trusting yourself and most especially believing in HIS name. Everyday i pray that may GOD stay right beside me all the time. Most especially when i'm at work, for i know that he's there i can do and accomplish every task given to me.

Let the GOOD VIBES roll !

     Who would imagine, that a freshmen student who enter the college of communication is now on her Senior year. I just can't imagine how fast days past me by. And i thank my GOD because i am continuing as a regular student. No one have the right to tell me, everything goes easy and smooth. It was not easy at all. I've been through hardships, i've experienced sleepless nights,  cramming etc. Everything that a dedicated students do. I cannot say typical students do the same, i just want to clarify the difference between a dedicated student into a typical one. For me, it's not the same. It will never be. Yeah, they're both students but just differ when it comes to the heart and compassion.They both have their own goals in life, but a dedicated one holding not just a dream, but process to step forward and achieve it.

     And now i am continuing my journey. It was different now, for i need to work with people i do not know much, people with different attitudes i have to accept. learning things outside the familiar walls of our classroom and to face the introduction of my profession. Here comes my first On-the Job training! Actually it gives me a hard time. It's like a pain in my ass. I've been processing my papers to enter to the one of the largest broadcasting company here in manila - GMA. But unfortunately, i wasn't able to achieve it. Schedules didn't fit in to mine. As much as i wanted to, it wasn't God's plan for me. Yes! i do believe that. Do not be sad or show a single frown into your lovely face. Not everything here in life go smoothly as what you've plan for. Who know's it would turn out the best. Luckily, Love Radio under Manila Broadcasting company accepted me. Never i have imagine myself entering here. It was out of the plan. But like what i've said, it wasn't my idea but it is GOD who put me here. I just keep on praying, and hoping that HE will stay beside me all the time. For without HIM i cannot handle things i never thought i can, i cannot unleashed talents i never thought i have and last, i will not have this compassion that i have been hiding for a very long time.